Tuesday, September 23, 2008

can't let go



jennifer and i have been listening to the same song on repeat for the past two days. the only times i turn on another song is just to make it look like i haven't been listening to the same song for two whole days.

when i was a little kid i'd have no problem with watching the same movie eighty times in a row or playing the same game for hours.

i think it's more about the company anyway.

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i want to be able to make people happy but i feel like such a fucking failure. i have nothing together in my life, and i'll pobably always feel like i have nothing to offer. not even good advice. i know that things have to change and people eventually have to leave but i just think it's happened a little before i was ready for it, and in a way i wasn't expecting. it's just a lot all at once and i'm getting less and less time to dust off as i grow up. i guess.

"i do understand, it just makes me sad."


haha booohooo.

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