Please stop

When yr dumb you give me a headache

I loved you then as I love you still

I think Fred Perry design now is pretty boring.

Headache

In my most complete dream I would have the answer you want to hear. I could make something you'd know you would want so that when you are asked you can know, with certainty, that this is what you want.

But the curse is this: you will never know what you want. You will wander forever with why. You will always want to do and undo and redo inside yr head and never once will you look up at me and read me clearly. Never once will you want something if it isn't for you

anatomy of aspiration

Yes I'll keep you just to throw myself away

miss Christine

Standing still feels just like going backwards to me.

:)

among other things

today you'll find me answering phones at the scaffold works inc., among other things.






i will pay close attention to where i can afford to be generous and where i let others take too much. this is my responsibility. sometimes i cannot tell the differences between reasons why people chose to spend time on me. i know it's all for different reasons.

i can't help but always worry that something about me will push everyone away...this mysterious flaw that i haven't figured out.

i am running out of so many things but i am so hopeful for the future. everything is ok. better even.