Quite desperation

You are an achiever, you work too much and you see many things you dream up come into fluition. You feel under-recognized...

In yr spare time you like to roam the Internet, looking at porn when yr girlfriend does not suffice and thinking about what could have been with the girls you've only fucked and never admittedly felt anything for. You trust yr friends and dont mind yr coworkers.

You want so many things all at once, it makes yr head hurt.

You want to get rid of yr body, you don't like that it reminds you of a insufficient history, you don't like to be weak.

You have tendancies to over rationalize and it hurts others' feelings, you are very stubborn.

When you are finished with something, you are completely done.

Please stop

When yr dumb you give me a headache

I loved you then as I love you still

I think Fred Perry design now is pretty boring.

Headache

In my most complete dream I would have the answer you want to hear. I could make something you'd know you would want so that when you are asked you can know, with certainty, that this is what you want.

But the curse is this: you will never know what you want. You will wander forever with why. You will always want to do and undo and redo inside yr head and never once will you look up at me and read me clearly. Never once will you want something if it isn't for you

anatomy of aspiration

Yes I'll keep you just to throw myself away

miss Christine

Standing still feels just like going backwards to me.

:)