the sky will open and i will fall right thru

within

there is something so big
this thing cannot move
will swallow me
up

and

down
so very deep
from blood to blood
it is something so old.

and so encoded within

and so hard to open

an unnumbered mystery

off the grid.

i want everything i want now

my brain is completely overloaded, it wont let go. everything just stays in it.