put me back into the water

i want to go away




i hate the way i see people treat other people around me, it's so backwards. you don't have to hurt people for self-preservation, it's a lie. you don't have to make people feel less than you because you're afraid them.

it's ok to be kind.

we'll find our lives are kinder without complications

today is windy up in the tower-house i work in. paloma's new name is rapunzel and even though she only has pixie hair, i still find the name fitting.

i just realized that i'm contributing to the sterile raising of a child who's contact is isolated to just three people (adults at that). everything she comes into contact with is completely germ-free. it's not right but it's also not for me to decide. i wish she could have more baby friends but this city is isolating, even to the tiniest of it's residents...







i've been listening to "the river" non-stop for the past couple of days. jeez, it's so well-written.



"and you don't want to hurt me,
but you don't want to need me.
so, how can you recieve me?"

sometimes wants turn into needs

i think i want a rabbit. i'd appriciate it for what it was, not what it was in relation to me. i'd never take it for granted.

me

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