young cub and her wilderness

no matter what i've said about

this past year.

i'm pretty sure it needed to happen. 

 

i'm in love. whatever.

some fruits evolve all on their own

just because i have no idea what i'm doing doesn't mean that i wont be doing anything. i think.

useless

yesterday, i saw a woman with only the top of her head shaved (clean) off at the oakland airport. and like she didn't know the extent of her ridiculousness, she was at a check-in desk asking a lady a very importrant question (from what it looked like, as i was too far away to actually hear). i also saw an awful amount of lesbians traveling to various places...all of which i've claimed as all of nicole's girlfriends.

i was glad to be going somewhere that wasn't san jose or the mission, as i've been a creature of habitual uselessness ever since i've quit my job a few weeks ago (and even before then in my opinion).

jennifer is now in the shower (with a baby pink shower cap on) and i am watching her t.v. and contemplating why i am such a useless individual.

last night we walked down sunset and hollywood and saw the biggest slew of idiots i've seen in a long time. it's almost as if they're a different breed of idiot, a type that exude what it is to be completely engrosed in asshole culture. i like l.a. tho, it's more humid and big like san jose and it still has pockets of natural, beautiful things. i like it.

tomorrow we go to camp. yay camp!

today i hope to:
-find the kardashians
-get jennifer a hollywood boyfriend
-look at more ridiculousness
-avoid everything important and urgent
-do things that i'd usually do at home, but just do them here...because i can.

jeez

just as soon

something will give soon. i feel something like flood waters rising, i feel like things will be changing.